...without writing him, although I was SO tempted!
But it wasn't like yesterday morning, when I was going to write to say that I missed him and wish he would be nice to me.
No, this morning I woke up angry. Not just angry...ENRAGED. How dare he put me through this crap??
So I almost wrote him a single line: "How the F*CK do you sleep at night???"
I actually got out of bed before the alarm went off (which is HUGE for me, lol!), marched out to the living room and got on the computer, fully intending to write that one line...then I thought about this site, and remembered what so many of you have said, that to narcs, ANY attention is GOOD attention, even when it's bad.
I told him that I was going to leave him alone until he could treat me with respect. We all know that day will never come, but, for me to write him -first- would be letting him know that I don't really mean it, that I'm pining away for him, that he still has power over me.
So...heading off to work WITHOUT writing the email!! 8D
I hope everyone has a peaceful Friday! Ttyl!