I am quite sad today, I have having such a hard time. The more I read up on N's books say that they mean what they say at the moment meaning they may feel it also (for th moment) If they can feel it at all why isn't that worth trying to seek help for themselves? Is it just too hard for them, to scary? I just am feeling like if he would be willing to listen and try for help that maybe he could change. Please someone tell me how I am supposed to view that? Its like I want to help him get better, but thats not being rational is it? Thats not on me, its on him right? This is making me feel weak, Im still NC but this is pulling on my heart strings. HELP !!!!!!!!!!!