Help, advice and prayers needed for strength.
I have been in NC for over a month and half now but for those who know it has been from the silent treatment as well. I only sent one tex the day he told me to call, and a few phones on VM to say we are over no longer putting up with wish we could be nice to each other blah blah blah, and please take me off the social media site as loving me etc.
I have to keep it has large following and business related. We had no followers in common being that he followed mostly trash monkeys and made mistake of telling him to take me down we wouldn't pass each other as we had none of same in common.
I blocked him about 3 weeks ago, and have peeked at page to help myself see him flirting, talking porn etc to get myself out of fantasty he still loved me. Well he has been trying to get my attention, fliritng, talking trash etc. That didn't work, now calling me out in a covert way, that didn't work, now adding about 300 of my followers, married pious people that didn't work. Now he is thanking and blessing people all over and being so suave, intelligent flirting that hasn't worked.
To be honest for 3 years it has always been me joking , and calling until he would pick up and start talking again Not anymore. He is no longer getting any reaction from me, no calls, no texts, no emails, no unblocking, begging or following him on site. I think he is stunned. My BD came and went no apology nothing.
So yesterday he makes a scene about someone blocking him, that is following me so he can " pray " for her since she asked a general prayer. I don't know why she blocked as I haven't discussed with her and only a few people. But people can plainly see we are on at same times not conversing or sharing articles or acting as a couple. So he kept saying how wonderful he is to everyone and must be a mistake until she came and followed him again and vs versa so drama drama drama. Then prayed for her joked and said sorry for drama. Then a woman came in making a scence that no one better block him , blowing him kisses etc. Made my stomach turn, as he still has up he loves me. Makes me feel like I can't interact with others on my site and not look cruel or bitching for not addressing him etc.
So today I wrote him in public on our sites, supposedly blocked to a point others can't see can't private message as I have him blocked can't text or vm as he ignores. So asked him to please take me off his site profile. Hoping he does as it will help me never look back.
Prayer and any suggestions or thoughts so I can keep focoused and feel support as I am not getting any on site I can't tell anyone or from him. THank you and appreciate you all.