Tortured for 23, mourned for few weeks, and today I assure you I am FED UP of being tied down to NH. Golly, the bugger doesnt budge. He has run through an exhaustive repertoire of men and women, but just did not walk away into the horizon as I had kept wishing he would.
I am sure there are many women here who are thus stuck with a rotten one. Yeah, I know divorce is a fantastic remedy...but what if one has no funds to hire an attorney? And if one did manage to find someone probono, then how does one manage to pay for life's expenses????
I am alternating between resignation and rage today.
It is dashed unfair that just because i married this nh, i must remain bounden for life ... where is free will and freedom? I wonder if even Abe Lincoln could solve this.
i do kick myself for not having walked out of this eff'ed up marriage within the first week itself...or at least in the first year... s***...I am now very annoyed with my stupidity in being scared of my father's rage and thus staying with this maniac.
Friends, I am feeling VERY helpless today. Kinda LOST...and certainly very enraged with society for putting us women through this shit.