I read an article about putting you on a pedestal, and it got me thinking that far from him doing this to me, I think I did it to him. I believed he wore a 'cloak of gold' ! Every time I looked at him I thought he was special (not in the latter days). I had him on a throne. The funny thing is I didn't really like him at first. He just grew in my eyes as a demi god. I thought he was soooo special. I had butterflies in my stomach when I thought of him, but they turned into tight knots, I was scared of him. Still am.
Is this normal? I mean the way we idolize them? After all said and done he is simply a man, nothing really. He is actually very red faced with anger and booze, and is quiet fat, although I didn't see it at the time.