Feeling alone..
Feeling alone..
I am not sure exactly how I feel at the moment besides so alone, just knowing he is out and about enjoying his day and I am here with a stomach ache that just makes me sick. How can he not want to call me when I did was put him on pedistal. I have heard rumors that he said..that he loves me to death but that I just freak out with other girl's. I just simply wanted to respect..that's all. I sit here and wonder what I could of changed or if he will change..Do they change? I have done much research and I know it stated that they do not, I just can't rationalize it at all. I wish I could wrap my fingers around my life right now. Today is my first day of NC..and boy is this difficult. My birthday is Thursday and all I wish was for him to realize that I am truly a great person, I don't deserve this. I know some of you, or so I feel, are upset with me because of my posts but bare with me. This is all new with me. I am so heart-broken over this man I loved to death.
loveyy
Its tough
Dear Loveyy09, No one is
Lovey, sweetheart, congrats on your day one NC!
Lovey, who is upset with you?
No one is upset with you.
Layla -
Loveyy09
Ruby -
Wow, it was as if I came in