I am blaming myself for his behaviour, WHY am I ??
I allowed this to go on for so long, Why didn't I cut and run instead of keep keeping on?
I was proud to be with him and considered him to be the love of my life. I didn't want to let go and face this terrible trauma. I didn't expect too much from him, I tried to fix it over and over. Why did I bang my head against a brick wall. I should have left a long time ago.
I am blaming myself for playing his game.
What do you think?