Day of Joy!

Day of Joy!
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Today was the first day in over 5 months that I have felt truly joyful! What a gift it has been and I am so grateful for this site and the support from everyone here. I know it has been a big part of me getting to this point, even if it is just for today. I have not stressed or thought compulsively at all. Totally NARC free except for a few fleeting thoughts which I tossed aside.

So thankful. A day of hope and the promise of many more to come I pray. Whew, I needed it and now that I know it is possible, I am going to keep working on this mess because I want more days of joy. Keep going everyone. We can do it :)

Hunter's picture

Run4it

Keep the Buzz alive..

Hunter

alicepaul's picture

Awesome!

Good to hear! Yes, there will be many more of those days to come. The passage of time alone is a magical healer, especially combined with mindful daily goals of changing your life for the better. The more you feel like that, the more you will never want to go back to where you were before.

phantom adoration's picture

I am joyful for you...

I had a good day yesterday and actually better today...I am only 10 NC but my focus has definitely changed from him to me....like you I just toss the thoughts aside and move on...for now. Looking forward to some joy in my life.
I began reading this site a week or so ago just after reading Lisa's book. The Path Forward. Sometimes things just fall in your path and you have to pay attention.