I'm on day 23 of NC. I started being friendly with a guy who is just really messed up. Not a narcissist, but an addict in every way. And being around with him makes me want to act out, to indulge in that behavior that brought me here to begin with.

In recovery they say to stick with the winners. I feel sad but know I must give him up...

I feel my head being twisted up and suddenly missing the narc. I don't understand. I hope I'm making sense...My goal is to make it to 30 days NC, then 60. I'm 7 days away from marking my first goal as done.