Narc X
Narc X
When i met my ex she was in shambles.Her ex boyfriend had cheated on her and dumped her,i felt sorry for her i nursed her back and i fell in love with her.We were both in University then.I helped her with her life,i got her out of depression the year after when she could not get a job and supported her. Last year she wanted to launch her shoe line as she was podiatrist.i made it a possibility through my connections in the business world.During my University time I had missed my exams when she was sick to be with her.I did my best to spend time despite my uni commitments to my law degree and my extra curricular activities.There were a lot of red flags during our relationship which i ignored because i really loved her. I will make a quick run to the last 4 months of this relationship.
Both of us went overseas and when we got back.i found out she liked some body else and when i confronted her she said she has cheated on me twice during the relationship,once she had slept with her ex who cheated on her so as to get the control back of her dumping him and not the other way around and the second time she had cheated with her best friends cousin and in the last three months she has been in touch with a guy who she met in a club and she was corresponding to him even during our relationship.She broke up with me but she kept liking my fb status and stuffs and one day a friends cousin who is quite attractive came to walk my dog and she had made a comment on fb which i think got her jealous and lose control she called me from another guys house and said we should get counselling.I have never been to a psychologist.I agreed to it.Since May she has mental abused me and psychologically tormented me,blamed me for everything that went wrong and said i wasn't man enough and i could not do a single thing properly and i am not mature.she kept comparing me to the new guy that she liked and told me he buys her 5 pizzas when she is hungry and is always very attentive to her and listens to her needs and i am nothing like him,i have done so much for her splurged money on her.During the counselling she accused me and made me feel like a terrible person.The psychologist said it was a toxic relationship and organised for independent sessions the psychologist also saw through her character and when i confronted my ex about it she called me lying so i recorded the next conversation with the psychologist and showed it to her and i deleted the session recording because it is illegal.My ex started to blame the psychologist that the psychologist did not understand her needs and stuffs.On the last day of counselling we had to see the psychologist together and i had decided enough is enough and i said during the session that i do not want to get back to my ex.I think my ex was shocked to her what i said.When we go out of the session my ex started to cry at the hospital.I felt really bad even though i wanted to walk away i could not.I hugged her and i said i loved her and within few moments she started to talk about this guy and how great he is.I felt like a knife stuck through my heart and i again fell for her trap.
She seemed to be having fun,going out for movies and having a time of her life and she lied to our common friends that i have moved on and dating other girls which was not true.I got into depression and suffered terribly from it.During those months i tried calling her and speaking to her not understanding what went wrong in my life and i really missed her.She abused me and threatened me that she is going to get a restraining order against me but i all i wanted was to get a closure from her and i called her maybe only once a week.She had changed her number twice on me and i decided enough was enough and i started to move ahead with my life but i was still involved through the business relationship i helped to create for her but i remained aloof during the whole time.3 weeks ago when i spoke to her she said she loves this guy and she thinks he is the one and she is going to get married to him.i said fine and congrats. 2 weeks ago we had to catch up for a conference call and i spoke strictly business with her and i left the conversation after which there had been emails from her for which i replied directly to the point.In the last week her relationship with her business partner feel off who was a contact through my contact and i got a 4 calls from unknown numbers on my mobile phone and a voice from my ex telling me that she would call back and i got a call again that evening,i told her i am busy and i will speak to her later.again on monday i got 5 calls this time with exposed numbers,it was her and she had also sent me email saying she called.She called me again on tuesday and i spoke to her.She blamed me that i was my fault her business fell through and that she can do all by herself and that she is entirely capable of pulling it through by herself.I asked her why is she calling me and telling me this and she goes" we were in a relationship together for 3 and half years and that i was great guy with a good heart and she would like to be friends and stuffs" and she kept whinging about what had happened i listened to her and i showed sympathy to her.She said she would like to be invited to things that i attend.I said we shall see.I kinda think i feel for words which happens every time she speaks to me and she said we dont have a future and i never asked her for a second chance and she abused me calling me names.I asked her where she is staying she said she is still staying at this guys house and i recalled what she said 2 weeks ago to me and i asked her when he is so good to you why dont you get married to him she told me she is too young and i asked her if she is going out with him and she said no but this is what she needs now is to be with him and i totally do not understand what she ment by that before we finished the conversation she said to me " now that you have my number do not call me everyday or she would change the number" i was totally suck by what it ment because i never called her in the last 3 weeks in fact she was the one calling me over 12 times in the last week.I immediately deleted her new number from my phone.after the call i felt depressed and drained out of energy.it had made me wonder and feel sad that until now why she never said sorry for what she did to me from cheating to the mental abuse and she feels it i owe it to her to help her.I am lost and confused.My ex was also checking on my friend who she is jealous but i told my ex the truth that i still have some feeling left for her because i was in a three year relationship with her.I feel after the conversation with her i lost all the hard work i put to move forward and it is really hurting me and got me confused.
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I have decided to go NC with
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