I am going between good days and sad ones. Well, more like confused ones-- not quite sad ones.
Today-- is a confused one.
I have a question... If I am so pretty, smart, cute, funny, a good catch... all the things I have been told (not from N from other men)
THEN WHY WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM AND SHE WAS???
WTF MAKES SOMEBODY BETTER THAN ANOTHER BECAUSE HONESTLY-- I DON'T THINK I WAS THAT F-ING BAD, ACTUALLY, I THINK HE AND I REALLY KINDA "CLICKED".... SO WTF???
WHAT MAKES ONE GIRL GET A RING AND ANOTHER NOT?
(I dont want a ring just an example)
WHAT MAKES ONE GIRL GET THE DATES THE GIFTS THE FLOWERS AND THE OTHER GIRL GET SQUATANGE?????
WHAT MAKES ONE BETTER THAN ANOTHER TO THEM???????
DO THEIR TRUE COLORS ALWAYS EVENTUALLY COME OUT OR DO THEY CHANGE FOR OTHER WOMEN????
Anyone? I could use some help because as you can see-- today has not been the best day.