AHH! I KNEW I SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN ANSWERED MY PHONE 2 WEEKS AGO. He told me how much loved me, how much he wanted to work on this relationship, how he saw himself marrying me, and the sad thing is I believed him. Here are the chain of events that happened right after we got back together:

1.) He lied to me about having unprotected sex with a girl he dated when we were broken up. We didn't have a condom and he promised me he always used protection while we were broken up. At dinner, the next night I asked him again , and he admitted he lied. I was so upset and he almost got up and left, and then came to his senses and apologized, but didn't even offer to pay for my dinner.

2.) After he contacted me and I slept with him, and disinvited me to a party he was having at his house because girls from his past would be there and he didn't want any issues. After the party he apologized.

3.) We went tubing with another couple, and this girl he works with. They were late, and she forgot a piece at work that would help inflate the tube. He blew up and called he f'ing retarted, and stamped his feet like a little boy.

4.) We went wine tasting. I packed this meal I prepared for hours. He wasn't even talking to me. He kept on humming, and then looked at me and said "hey the 80s called they want their skirt back." I told him how much it hurt my feelings. He apologized. At dinner we didn't have anything to talk about. When I brought this up I said I felt like he wasn't isnt in this. He said all I ever do is complain about his jokes of his humming, and that I can never just BE.

I told him that my feelings were hurt. I wasn't mad, but I just stated that sometimes your hurt my feelings. He said our realtionship was f'ing stupid and he drove me home. I cried and begged him to come in. He drove away.

The next day I begged him for another chance. He said one more, but if we bickered over stupid stuff..then that would be it. The next day I told him how I didn't like this whole chance thing. I said relationships take work. He got all upset and said he would call me later.

Within these few hours my friend told my little sister I was dating him again. My little sister freaked out and e-mailed him. She told him that if he had any respect for my family he would leave me alone because this is going to destroy them. My sister is 19, and she never really likes any of the guys I've dated, because she hates losing me.

But he responds. He tells her "mind your own business, and go fake another pregnancy" (my sister did when she was younger, and I told him this while we were dating)

He calls me and tells me about the messages. And says "honestly Anna..this isn't working. You and me both know that. We tried and it didn't work."

I cried and begged. I spent 100 dollars on concert tickets for next month. He told me he would buy them off me. He said that he wants to see me with another guy then cry everyday with him.

I just feel so worthless. Worse than I did before. I was suppose to leave him this time around. I gave him another chance. He broke up with me the day after my cousin's funeral 6 months ago...and I gave him another chance..and got dumped!!!!!!! I am destroyed. I want my dignity back. I can't believe I slept with him. I'm so lonely and I don't feel like I'm ever going to find a love again.