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i posted the other day about the former victim who called me...and told me how the psycho had called her repeatedly after i tossed him......telling her 'you're the ONE, emily!..you were always the ONE!'.....to try to find a soft landing pad....well...that had been bothering me...
then last night it suddenly came to me!!...i'm sooooooooooo pissed.....sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissed.......
he didn't like music much...and he would almost never let me have the stereo on in the car...although the bose sound system was an expensive option he certainly did want added on at time of purchase!..i'm sure HE listened to it PLENTY when i wasn't in the car......anyway...i LOVE music....and i love Tom Petty....oh...i'm just FUMING as i type this....
i love Tom Petty..and i remember that in about 2002 i bought his CD...The Last DJ.....and i played it in the car several times with the psycho...because he was dragging along with me to antiques shows and auctions at the time...those were the ONLY times he was ever halfway civil to me..HALF WAY....
so...last night i remembered playing that CD in the car with him.......and the song...Have Love Will Travel....a beautiful song...i remembered that song being on...and the psychopath saying to me....
'wow...what a nice song!....that song makes me think of you and me...' then he got SUSPICIOUSLY nostalgic and said.....
'that song makes me kind of sad...(i bet)...i'd like to have that song played at my funeral, if i should ever die (OMG..IF he should ever die).....because i want you to always remember that no matter what has happened between us...you were THE ONE...you were always the ONE'..........
BASTARD!!...DEAD ORANGE FUCKING BASTARD!!!...when she said that..that he'd said that to her....BELL AND WHISTLES went off......and i KNEW i'd heard that somewhere before...
You never had a chance, did ya babe
So good lookin, so insecure
And now you say you can't remember
when the line you drew began to blur
Yeah, when all of this is over
Should I lose you in the smoke
I want you to know you were THE ONE
And may my love travel with you everywhere,
Yeah may My love travel with you always
i wish he wasn't dead.......so i could KILL him with my bare hands..........
no....never an orginal thought......
May 17, 2010 - 9:09am — narcnarcwhosthere (not verified)i can't believe that the wet brained bastard could remember that line five years later, to even use it one someone else...
'never had a chance, did ya babe' is the part that really creeps me out......he didn't like the song...he was making fun of me...even then....he was MOCKING me and gloating at the same time......'never had a chance'....
no.......i never had a chance........
“I do not bring forgiveness with me, nor forgetfulness. The only ones who can forgive are dead; the living have no right to forget." - Chaim Herzog
parroting NarcNarc
May 17, 2010 - 8:59am — gullablegull (not verified)Guess your parrot was orange...
Mine used to do the same shit...except he liked country music and old rock...loved the Eagles!
I remember Thanksgiving night, the night before he left.
I had been listening to Van Morrison, whom I love...
He heard the song.."not feeling it anymore".....
and my parrot told me that later that night.
They can't have original thoughts even...
He used to sing to me..and let me tell ya, he can't sing, though he thinks he can do that too.
hollow shells
May 17, 2010 - 9:32am — Barbara (not verified)Psycho-Boy would find out what your favorite Broadway musical score was (he was an actor/singer when he was younger) - then he'd call you on the phone when the wife wasn't around and sing love songs from the score. "Just for you" of course, because he'd "never done this before." ROFL
...he'd also throw in lines from the musical in future conversations
...he'd also use things YOU said to him ON OTHER WOMEN
they are hollow shells
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It seems like half of our
May 17, 2010 - 10:13am — JanetIt seems like half of our email dialogue was him using song quotes from the Dead or Dylan. I thought he was soo romantic. not.
Peace. J