txnurse story

well here goes-- I met the N in Sunday School of all places. I knew him a long while and he got married and the quickly divorced (3mos). We started really talking after his divorce-- he stated she just flipped out and lost it. He seemed very needy and alone and we got to talk a lot. He told me he really loved my insight and that I was good at reading people. Well, long story short, we got married and then it changed. In the first 3 weeks, he quit his job and decided to become self employed, we had my income to live on anyway. About every 6-8 mo when I would get frustrated about having to make all the money for us to live on, then he would get very angry, bruise me up a little, yell and scream for hours and leave me crying in a corner somewhere. He would never apologize, but we would both ignore it and just try to pretend everything was ok. As long as I did not push him, the anger was not directed at me, at least at first. We had a son together and that is when he began to lose it. I started to put my son before him in matter of priority at times and he could not stand that. I can't tell you the number of times he ranted at me to just ignore my son and pay attention to him. It got worse and worse, and eventually he was yelling at my son if he was not perfect as well. We both walked on eggshells so as not to make "Daddy mad". Well, he lost it one day and was yelling at my 5 year old because he could not spell a word. It was in the garage and people were beginning to notice and so I went down to try to difuse him. He lost it and threw me across the room and kicked me. I called police and they took him in. I got him out and the next day he put a brick through the windshield of my car. I left, the same day. Have PO against N, and supervised visitation. He did not see his son the first 3 mos, (just could not do supervised visitation). I have filed for divorce and am having trouble getting my lawyer to fight for me to go out of state to where i have family support.