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#1 Aug 30 - 7PM
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Guklus' story

When I met this N I was I suppose naive, loved my independance, upbeat, creative, giggly and alive... he was emotionally unavailable, immature, told me he carries a loneliness and is sad guy.... just amazing to me that now I am filled with sadness and a loneliness that follows me around

he used to taunt me that I HAVE NO IDEA HOW HE FEELS< HOW HORRIBLE HIS FAMILY IS, HOW HE IS IN FEAR OF LOOSING EVERYTHING and very often would say I DON'T GET IT

my therapist explained to me that he is a Bottom less pit, that no matter how much i build him up, reassure him...minutes, hours, moments later he would need a refill...

and ME, well I do not know why I was so eager to help out, feed the weak and now I am the one who is weak-and it is like every negative attribute he has rubbed off on me, I really didn't need to learn about the dark side, I am in reatliy and know what life is about, unfortunately when it comes to affairs of the heart I give up my power and handed it over to a very sick guy.

everyday, minute I have to reassure myself that I am not the crazy, tormenting one... this is a never ending cycle as I am exhausted...

Aug 30 - 7PM
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guklus - some reading for you

Narcs are emotional vampires so he is sucking you dry. You need to DUMP this man IMMEDIATELY and go NO CONTACT asap or you will not recover. http://www.heartless-bitches.com/rants/manipulator/eighteasyways.shtml http://allabouthim.com/you-are-merely-his-prey/ http://allabouthim.com/are-you-dating-a-narcissist-the-six-red-flags/ http://allabouthim.com/understanding-the-narcissists-cycle-of-idealizing-you-to-devaluing-demeaning-you/ http://allabouthim.com/the-no-no-list-after-you-or-he-leaves/ http://allabouthim.com/remember-the-day-you-found-out-about-npd/ http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2009/06/24/dont-ignore-emotional-pain-living-narcissist http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2009/07/05/narcissists-commandments http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2009/05/13/abusive-brainwashing-techniques STARVE THE VAMPIRE! http://www.lisaescott.com/forum/2009/04/30/starve-vampire-when-you-dont-respond ~~~~~~~~~~~~ CLICK HERE: Articles & information for Narc Victims - Updated Daily "As soon as you feel that crazy sense of walking on eggshells, fending off N-rage, stop. Walk away." - Dr. M. B
Aug 30 - 9PM (Reply to #2)
Guklus (not verified)
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mmay thanks for the links, I

mmay thanks for the links, I ordered the book which I am eager to read: It's All About Him he turned the contact on me after he knew i was done and or he would have to live up to his responsisbiolity which he inevitably had never planned to , it would only be a matter of time timll i'd sanp and that would be his exit...which i realy thought (dummy me) that he'd ust that as the stregnth to get it together once and for all as this was all his idea to stay together and get married... one day is i love you forever to: delete, block, detatch, devalue and dismiss very dangerous this kind of a "person" really did a number on my head...