annamarie's story

NEVER KNEW

Does anyone understand Narcissism?? I didn't until recently.I came in contact with one almost a year ago. However, we were together for about 10 months. Everything was great in the beginning. He charmed the pants right off of me.We would go places together. He introduced me to all his great friends. (I see how he uses his so called friends too.) He wanted me to become close to his mother.He was great to my kids. I thought I found the man I would spend the rest of my life with.

And then something changed. Something went wrong and I couldn't understand what I did so wrong to be demoralized. I couldn't understand why my life was upside down in a matter of months.I lost my house, my relationship with my children was effected. I was depressed, angry and all he would do was demand more attention and belittle me later for not being a better person and doing things his way. It was a nightmare that ended when I refused to keep falling for his games and told him I was unhappy.

He left, packed his stuff and left. He tried keeping the door open and I slammed it shut and threw away the key. I cant believe I fell for it.I thought I was going crazy.I Could not understand why I was always so DRAINED. He sucked the life right out of me... I was so confused at first, but I did research and realized what was really going on. My eyes are opened and I NEVER WANT TO DEAL WITH A BLOOD SUCKING NARCISSIST AGAIN.

A narcissist will build you up and then suck the life out of you. Educate your self and allow yourself to heal. Another thing that is so frustrating is not a lot of people understand this personality disorder and it's hard to discuss it with people and not sound crazy. Find people that understand and will support your healing process. AND STAY AWAY FROM HIM. IT WILL ALWAYS BE ABOUT HIM.

Thanks for understanding....