I have written in several times. My ex-Fiancee complete Narc, will not stop contacting me. He broke up with me in March after he led a life of lies, other women, and dating websites. To make a long story short, three days later, he was already involved with another women with two kids. He has two as well. He is still involved with her and according to his ex, who is a dear friend of mine, they are already saying that they love each other. I am over that. However, I have gone above and beyond to block him out of my life. He is blocked from my servers at work and home so that means no email. He is blocked from my blackberry and every 90 days gets blocked from my New York line. For some reason verizon shuts the block off after a certain amount of time. well, since last thrusday, he has been messaging me and calling me non-stop. I havent pick up the phone calls but the text messages are totally screwing with my head. He says ridiculous things like, he misses me," and "i dont know what it feels like to her my voice on my voicemail, to think about me." He also says things like, "he wrestles everyday with the thought of whether or not he wants me in his life," as if it is his choice.

Why does he not get the hint that I dont want him in my life? He is still dating this woman. I have gone through great lengths to cut communication, outside of getting a order of protection. It breaks my heart and angers me at the same time that he will not just leave me alone.

I am so much better without him. I want to move on with my life and I dont want him in it!!! I dont want to know him. I dont want to have feelings for him any longer. I am sick of people telling me it takes time. I want him out of my life. I am sick of his manipulation and I have dealt with it for too long. I am in repair with this relationship. I want him to go away.

His texts are filled with guilt. He was soley the responsible party!! I havent done anything as far as contacting him. When does this stop? I am having a difficult enough time.

I have tried therapy, depression meds, talking about it with all my friends and family. How do I get over this. I have gone through cleansing, like getting rid of things that he bought me. I am close to selling the engagement ring. I am so desparately seeking closure. I am so sadden by this because I was doing so good with everything.