ONE question for getting out

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#1 Jan 30 - 5PM
want to move on
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ONE question for getting out

Whenever he cocks his head to one side, objectively appraising me - and quizzily says: "You look good." I know that it's all about to get crazy. What he means by that gesture is that I'm getting too happy - looking too WELL - and perhaps reaching too far away from his controlling clutches.

SO...How am I to get out of the prison if the gatekeeper watches my every move, every mood? How am I to get my business going? How will I become financially successful if he knocks me down as soon as I muster myself upward?

Please don't say, "Just move out." "Move to a women's shelter." "Just get out of there."
Because as much of a riddle as this situation is, I have no intention of throwing myself onto the street or into a friend (loads, but none that I would impose upon) or family (there is none) dependency.

I'm under no illusion that my alcoholic husband actually loves me, as he cannot.
He's a narcissist with subliminal abusive tendencies when I get too far ahead of him.

However, there HAS to be someone who has discovered a way out of prison!!!
There HAS to be a way around the gatekeeper!!!
Please do share what worked.. I really could use some ideas.

Feb 3 - 1AM
freedom4me2
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Getting out

Feb 1 - 1PM
truthnow
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Please don't say

Truthnow

Jan 30 - 5PM
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MoveOn