Please I need help with NC!

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#1 Aug 16 - 11AM
ClapEyes
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Please I need help with NC!

Hello, I'm new here, just registered... I posted a little part of my story...
Narc discarded me 4 months ago for his affair (12 years younger than me, she is Mexican, he is Chilean, they live in my home town Vienna)
He wants to keep my friendship and see me from time to time, I agreed out of pure desperation, we had sex twice, initiated by him. it's so bad bad bad for me.
I managed to keep NC since 9 days, blocked his number, but still thinking about him all the time, still checking his phone record, obsessively.
we go to the same drawing class on wednesday evenings, I know I have to stop going there.
but it's so hard!
I read Lisa's book, I know I urgently have to focus on myself, but I'm so damaged, so hollow, so weak...
I dont really miss him, I'm sure I dont love him, but I'm still so addicted and obsessed!
He ignores me right now, doesnt call, doesnt write, but I dont either... I just have to keep being strong, right?

Aug 18 - 9PM
Journey
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Welcome to the path forward.

Journey on...

Aug 18 - 2PM
omgalso
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Yes, stay strong

Aug 18 - 7PM (Reply to #5)
ItsFinallytime
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If you are looking to heal

Aug 17 - 9AM
spinning
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Read, read, read

spinning

Aug 26 - 4AM (Reply to #3)
Nils
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No contact

Aug 17 - 11PM (Reply to #2)
tiredofthisaddiction
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ClapEyes, I have always found