You don't exist.....
You don't exist.....
I just had a trigger .. and I wanted to share it because it is pissing me off... I remember asking "it" how he just went about his weekend without wondering what i was doing etc... - I always wondered what he was up to because I was hooked - exactly where he wanted me! I mean this guy completely loved everything about me ... everything - he was just living as a brother/sister with his "partner" because of the kids ... (F me) He replied If we are not together you don't exist ??????? WTF did that mean? I was really confused about that statement but I was obviously not very bright when it came to red flags - I just thought wow he is so strong - doing what he has to to get through the days ... I need to learn how to cope better. This was so long ago and things just keep popping into my head - the red flags - geez it makes me feel so stupid - when I am most certainly not, whatever .. what is done is done - he married his partner after waiting a little longer in the "game" of life he lives, and I am sure prince charming is the most faithful, charming of them all. I had a few drinks and unblocked him from fb one night so I could see what he looked like - his relationship status was it's complicated lmao!! So I sent him a message that said - "It's complicated again ? Really ?- next day his status changed backed to "married" what a fool ... a coward and a fool ... and yeah I know I should not have checked - but a bottle of wine makes people even more stupid - of course I blocked him again.
Now I am out of it for so
Thank You Goldie
Hi Toomuch, maybe have a one
i think there was a post some
Thank you
This is where most in early recovery.....