Tickling as Abuse
Tickling as Abuse
This morning had a flood of memories that I couldn't stop. I am recollecting dialogue, and actions that I didn't pick up on when they happened.
The day before I said goodbye, he started tickling me which I hate. I begged him to stop. He kept doing it. I felt helpless. He then said, "fine if you don't want me to touch you, I won't" and walked away. It was my birthday.
What a sadistic SOB. The day went downhill from there. It included more insults and the silent treatment. Normal 50 year olds don't act like that. I've been around truly loving people and have seen them with their partners. They treat one another with respect and dignity. This was cruelty at it's worst. I said in earlier posts that I miss him. Miss what? Being treated like crap? Wondering when I'd be discarded? These are torture techniques. I've boosted my self esteem up and have decided that I deserve better. We all do!
tickling
tickling
those innocent little games....
Sorry narcnarcwhosthere
Because they can-
they do NOT hate themselves
Thanks!!
my ex-psychopath
Tickling Can Be Abuse
Forever learning
Roomates
lies lies and more lies
Co-habiting
devil you know
together but separate......
Tickling as Abuse,,very sly and cunning
My ex N did not tickle but
Groping