I feel like I been run over by a bus

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#1 Jan 28 - 12PM
hopefully free
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I feel like I been run over by a bus

So my narc out of the blue with almost 3 months of nc called my office friday and i fell into the trap of talking to him. I did not just hang up - i fell into all the traps i always did/do. I drank on friday night till i passed out - he called ever 1-3 min. Left me 19 vmails. I am at work again today - i never left my apartment from friday at 5pm until it was time to go to work today. I just layed in bed - took sleeping pills and feeling sick. I still feel sick.

I did not listen to my vmails, but heard from my ex-husband that the narc was calling him beacuse he was afraid something bad happend to me cause i was not answering the phone. - OMG - the narc took or I allowed myself to be taken away from my ex- who i had a long relationship with and 2 kids. And the narc calls him - I just feel so sick - i can't think - i just want to sleep. I remember this feeling at the end of our relationship when i kicked him out. I was sleeping 12 or more hours a day. OH GOD - I know the answers but, i can't help feeling sick....

Jan 28 - 1PM
Goldie
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You know what, FUCK HIM

Jan 28 - 4PM (Reply to #9)
Pumpkin
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Love

Pumpkin

Jan 28 - 1PM (Reply to #7)
hopefully free
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goldie

Jan 28 - 1PM (Reply to #8)
Goldie
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How to schedule a ONE ON ONE with Goldie

Jan 28 - 12PM
Deidre99
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I've had a lot of caffeine

Jan 28 - 1PM (Reply to #2)
hopefully free
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I can cry my stupid eyes out

Jan 28 - 5PM (Reply to #5)
Sickofhim
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Deidre rocks!

Jan 28 - 1PM (Reply to #3)
Deidre99
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Sometimes, the truth of all

Jan 28 - 1PM (Reply to #4)
hopefully free
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U R Right